Reflection

Series of thoughts.....

The feeling I am searching for....

is one in which I do not want to miss any more.
Let me close my heart, my eyes, my body, my soul
for when I become nothing, I become everything.

I still yearn in my weakest moments the feeling of being touched to the core.
A soft caress on the nape of my neck from his fingers,
as he slowly runs it down my back.
An embrace filled with so much passion and love
that it pierces through the very centre of my soul.

His eyes staring intensely in mine
and seeing oceans of time passing by.

I can still feel him,
watching, staring, screaming.
In silence he visits in the darkness.
The piercing cries fill my vessel
resonating his pain.

I wake up shivering in cold sweat
shaken and sorrowful I feel.

My guardian once said to me,
watch him closely.
Do not interfere in his awakening.
Let him learn the hard way of rebirth.
The once ragged boy you see will, if he so chooses
turn into the man you see.

So that was when I let him go. I let them all go.
No more shall I want.
I close my eyes again
for when I open them
I look into the mirror and all I see is me.

I stand alone smiling and continue on my journey.