Roaring Silence

The spirit of the wind had taken me to various moments in time and as the points intersected in my life I had used intuition as well as my heart to fully be present. I needed to find out the reality of it all. The truth that I had been searching for.

Weaving dreams into a tapestry of life slowly began to take form. I was never going to understand it all. What I had gathered was its acceptance.

Today marks another awakening.

Riding on the waves of Mother Nature, I sought refuge between her slipstreams. The signs were everywhere. And upon reflection breaking links in its infancy was necessary for growth. I had seen the possibilities of what its path brought and it was the only way of saving another life. Lives for that matter. I could not bear to go down that road again and not listen to my council. Something had to be done. Removing myself from the picture was how the forces led me to my decision.

It was better this way.

I had found a way to help without physically being there.
Sometimes past lifetimes were only meant to be remembered by the chosen few. “He’s still a sleeping dragon,” I said to my Wind Guardian, “only waking from slumber through eyes of broken souls and dozing off again.”

“He will come in many forms through vessels which only you recognise. Watch him. Observe his actions. And do not interfere in his awakening. It is time for you to be reborn again. To focus on your training. Let us walk away for now. The true one will reveal himself in time.” Replied the Wind.

So this is what nature meant by unbiased council. “Couldn’t I just do this alone.” I wondered. And without waiting for Wind’s response I remembered there were some things that needed no explanation.

I walked the Universe with nature’s messengers and revel in how much I have grown to love this world all over again.

What I held so close to my heart after eons of cycles was released into the air. I had found myself again in the midst of it all. It was never about him that I searched for but the lessons I needed to learn.

I purged the last remnants of blocked energy within and listened for the thunder. Slowly it rained harder and harder it poured. I stood in silence as the water cleansed my spirit and gathered my energy. It was in that moment the sky trembled.